I hate it when I let myself worry about shit that hasn't even happened. One minute I'm fine, and the next I feel like I'm never going to do anything with my life. I'll be a complete failure.
I'm going to live with my parents forever, I'm going to end up a fat spinster with a hundred cats. *sigh*
Why do I worry about this stuff? Every time I tell my mom about these thoughts I have, instead of making me feel better, she tells me to stop being ridiculous. And she's right, damn it.
The future scares the hell out of me. I'm scared of everything. School, future jobs, driving, future boyfriends, making friends. I'm not even exaggerating. I'm fucking scared of everything.
I'm weirdly dizzy right now, I hope that's the reason I'm in such a pessimistic mood. -__-
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