Check this oddity out. *o*
I mean, it's cool that they're living a normal life and all, but it's just odd. I wonder what the fiance has to say. He must be a pretty awesome guy. It makes me feel better about my situation, though. I mean, if a conjoined twin can find love then there's hope for me still!
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
So beautiful
I've finished all assignments for Literature, Economy, and by tonight, art. That leaves French, which isn't so bad. Once French is done, all I have to do is the finals, and then I'm done with high school FOREVER. This is a beautiful thought.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Been watching Disney movies. I want to go to Disneyland now!
Finally I signed in! Blogger was being difficult for some reason. >:o
Anyway, what's new? Erm... nothing. Doing school stuff, workload has lessened, but that's only because I don't have any more work assigned, just working on things that I haven't turned in yet. Run-on sentence FTW.
Mom is doing okay. there are about four rounds of chemo left, then she's getting some kind of weird radiation, then more chemo. I feel really useless sometimes. Or helpless. Both.
I guess I should look at the positive. At least this whole ordeal has made me stronger and braver. I try not to worry so much at what can happen and focus on the present. It's hard sometimes, though. The present isn't always a happy place.
Anyway, what's new? Erm... nothing. Doing school stuff, workload has lessened, but that's only because I don't have any more work assigned, just working on things that I haven't turned in yet. Run-on sentence FTW.
Mom is doing okay. there are about four rounds of chemo left, then she's getting some kind of weird radiation, then more chemo. I feel really useless sometimes. Or helpless. Both.
I guess I should look at the positive. At least this whole ordeal has made me stronger and braver. I try not to worry so much at what can happen and focus on the present. It's hard sometimes, though. The present isn't always a happy place.
Friday, May 20, 2011
D&D character
This was a fun quiz!
I Am A: Neutral Good Human Druid/Ranger (1st/1st Level)
Ability Scores:
Strength-12
Dexterity-11
Constitution-14
Intelligence-14
Wisdom-16
Charisma-10
Alignment:
Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Primary Class:
Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast.
Secondary Class:
Rangers are skilled stalkers and hunters who make their home in the woods. Their martial skill is nearly the equal of the fighter, but they lack the latter's dedication to the craft of fighting. Instead, the ranger focuses his skills and training on a specific enemy a type of creature he bears a vengeful grudge against and hunts above all others. Rangers often accept the role of protector, aiding those who live in or travel through the woods. His skills allow him to move quietly and stick to the shadows, especially in natural settings, and he also has special knowledge of certain types of creatures. Finally, an experienced ranger has such a tie to nature that he can actually draw on natural power to cast divine spells, much as a druid does, and like a druid he is often accompanied by animal companions. A ranger's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.
Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)
I Am A: Neutral Good Human Druid/Ranger (1st/1st Level)
Ability Scores:
Strength-12
Dexterity-11
Constitution-14
Intelligence-14
Wisdom-16
Charisma-10
Alignment:
Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Primary Class:
Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast.
Secondary Class:
Rangers are skilled stalkers and hunters who make their home in the woods. Their martial skill is nearly the equal of the fighter, but they lack the latter's dedication to the craft of fighting. Instead, the ranger focuses his skills and training on a specific enemy a type of creature he bears a vengeful grudge against and hunts above all others. Rangers often accept the role of protector, aiding those who live in or travel through the woods. His skills allow him to move quietly and stick to the shadows, especially in natural settings, and he also has special knowledge of certain types of creatures. Finally, an experienced ranger has such a tie to nature that he can actually draw on natural power to cast divine spells, much as a druid does, and like a druid he is often accompanied by animal companions. A ranger's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.
Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)
Savvy?
I went to the movies with my mom today. Pirates of the Caribbean 4. It was pretty cool, but the first movie is definitely the best. I was kinda disappointed that there was no mention whatsoever of Will or Elizabeth, but whatevs. It was nice to see that Captain Jack has a heart. <3 Also, the mermaids were the coolest part.
We went to the matinee, so we almost had the theater to ourselves. Just a few awesome seniors and like five kids who looked like they skipped school to go see the movie. We had the best seats.
And what did my mom have to say about the movie? (It was the first Pirates movie she saw):
Mom - "He walks kind of funny, doesn't he?"
Me - *lol* "Yeah, he does"
Mom - *trying to impersonate his walk* "Why does he walk like that?"
There are some things that cannot be explained, mom. *lol*
We went to the matinee, so we almost had the theater to ourselves. Just a few awesome seniors and like five kids who looked like they skipped school to go see the movie. We had the best seats.
And what did my mom have to say about the movie? (It was the first Pirates movie she saw):
Mom - "He walks kind of funny, doesn't he?"
Me - *lol* "Yeah, he does"
Mom - *trying to impersonate his walk* "Why does he walk like that?"
There are some things that cannot be explained, mom. *lol*
Yucky spiders are probably crawling around my bed D:
I have two spider bites: on my collarbone and on my thigh.
They don't hurt or anything, but the one on my thigh already left an ugly scar. The only upside I see is the possibility of getting spidey powers.
They don't hurt or anything, but the one on my thigh already left an ugly scar. The only upside I see is the possibility of getting spidey powers.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
I want me a Cloche hat. 1920's Love!
So... what's new, what's new? I have a sunburn. Yeah. I've been swimming almost daily since about Friday. Am peeling and slightly tan, which I think looks weird on me. ~ Pale Skin Love~ Swims are really nice, exercise makes me feel good!
I'm watching the History Channel, something about the Dust Bowl. It's kind of sad how those people had to live through nearly-constant sandstorms.
Paulina's going to have her Confirmation today. I'm wearing a pretty black dress. :D Pics later, maybe.
Slacking in school. I'll be surprised if I get anything more than a low C in Literature. Damned essays. Econ is improving, but I still have a C, which is two letter grades lower than my dad expects. -__-
Geeky Y U NO face:
Oh, Oh! I watched the movie Henry and June last night. It was okay, a little unnecessarily florid, but I liked the clothes. I feel quite neutral about the sexual nature of the movie. I don't know, it didn't really move me or anything. I mostly wanted to watch the movie because I am a fan of Anais Nin's quotes.
I'm watching the History Channel, something about the Dust Bowl. It's kind of sad how those people had to live through nearly-constant sandstorms.
Paulina's going to have her Confirmation today. I'm wearing a pretty black dress. :D Pics later, maybe.
Slacking in school. I'll be surprised if I get anything more than a low C in Literature. Damned essays. Econ is improving, but I still have a C, which is two letter grades lower than my dad expects. -__-
Geeky Y U NO face:
Oh, Oh! I watched the movie Henry and June last night. It was okay, a little unnecessarily florid, but I liked the clothes. I feel quite neutral about the sexual nature of the movie. I don't know, it didn't really move me or anything. I mostly wanted to watch the movie because I am a fan of Anais Nin's quotes.
Friday, May 13, 2011
OREO YUM
So, I ended up not going to the concert thing. My sister took another friend instead, and I'm glad she did because her friend is going to enjoy it a lot more than me. So... yay? Now it's a plain old Friday, which isn't so bad.
Er... I like oreos.
Er... I like oreos.
Senior year of high school is coming to a close, and as much as I have yearn for that glorious day (have since like the sixth grade) it unfortunately means that I have a lot of work to get done these days. Thankfully I gave in and asked my mom for help; I've been getting really caught up and I'm no longer failing Economy.
Mom's been feeling really sick these days. I'm going to be really glad when this is all over. Chemo is really taking a toll on her.
Also, my grandpa is at the hospital right now because it seems he had a small stroke. Doctors haven't confirmed on that. He was feeling a lot better when we last heard, though, so I'm sure he'll be okay.
So, crappy news all around.
The only thing that could maybe possibly cheer me up is the concert I'm going to with Paulina and her friend Juliette. Er... This one to be specific. -_______- I'm not exactly thrilled by the music that will be played there, but my sister already bought me the ticket, so... ugh. I feel guilty. One ticket wasted by a girl who absolutely abhors the lineup. I'm probably taking a book or something with me. A bit of entertainment at least. I will try my hardest to have as much fun as possible, that's for damn sure. I need fun right now, which is why I agreed to go in the first place. Getting ready will be fun though.:D Lookin forward to that!
Wow, it's eleven AM and the house is dead silent. I would put some music on or something, except my mom and my Tia Melitza are sleeping.
Uh, here's a picture of me and my hair:
Also, happy Friday the thirteenth!
Mom's been feeling really sick these days. I'm going to be really glad when this is all over. Chemo is really taking a toll on her.
Also, my grandpa is at the hospital right now because it seems he had a small stroke. Doctors haven't confirmed on that. He was feeling a lot better when we last heard, though, so I'm sure he'll be okay.
So, crappy news all around.
The only thing that could maybe possibly cheer me up is the concert I'm going to with Paulina and her friend Juliette. Er... This one to be specific. -_______- I'm not exactly thrilled by the music that will be played there, but my sister already bought me the ticket, so... ugh. I feel guilty. One ticket wasted by a girl who absolutely abhors the lineup. I'm probably taking a book or something with me. A bit of entertainment at least. I will try my hardest to have as much fun as possible, that's for damn sure. I need fun right now, which is why I agreed to go in the first place. Getting ready will be fun though.:D Lookin forward to that!
Wow, it's eleven AM and the house is dead silent. I would put some music on or something, except my mom and my Tia Melitza are sleeping.
Uh, here's a picture of me and my hair:
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| Probably waist-length if I straighten it. |
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Happy post
Part two of things that make me happy.
20 things that make me feel happy
It's a shame most of the videos on youtube are fakes. They're just so cool!
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| Doctor kisses Rose *sighhh* |
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| Clannad |
- Hugging my pets
- Watching my favorite T.V. shows.
- Playing Wii Fit and pretending to kick some bad guy's ass. :P
- Reading a good book in my backyard.
- Dressing up and having a photo shoot.
- Singing along to Lily Allen or Evanescence.
- Drawing or painting. (fan art?)
- Browsing deviantArt and stalking cool people. ^^;
- Watching ghost videos on youtube.
- Going out to get the mail, especially at night.
- Watching Disney movies.
- Writing stories. (fan fics or original works)
- Making lists.
- Playing PlayStation.
- Drinking tea. <3
- Reciting Shakespeare... from memory.
- Reading webcomics
- Playing Piano.
- Browsing internet. (StumbleUpon!)
- Burning incense and candles.
It's a shame most of the videos on youtube are fakes. They're just so cool!
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Is this gonna be forever?
I can't believe how much I'm slacking in school. I know I said that I was going to just forget it, but I usually say things like that, and then panic when I see my abysmal grades and start working again.
But I'm not. I am seriously sitting on my bed, schoolwork on my computer screen, and I've been staring blankly at the screen for hours. My parents are going to kill me when they ask me what I'm doing in school and I just grunt out "I dunno... stuff."
When it comes to doing schoolwork, I actually miss having a teacher there in front of me. It's so easy to start browsing idiotically through the internet when it's right there.
MY GOD WHY CAN'T THIS SHIT JUST BE OVER AND DONE WITH!
I've been in a weird mood these past couple of days. :/ Here's a pretty picture, just cause.
But I'm not. I am seriously sitting on my bed, schoolwork on my computer screen, and I've been staring blankly at the screen for hours. My parents are going to kill me when they ask me what I'm doing in school and I just grunt out "I dunno... stuff."
When it comes to doing schoolwork, I actually miss having a teacher there in front of me. It's so easy to start browsing idiotically through the internet when it's right there.
MY GOD WHY CAN'T THIS SHIT JUST BE OVER AND DONE WITH!
I've been in a weird mood these past couple of days. :/ Here's a pretty picture, just cause.
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| The Skull Girl by b1nd1 |
I'm tired of my weepiness
I've been lied to. It seems that David Tennant will not be playing an elf in The Hobbit. Damn.
Anyway, I feel like having a good cry right now. Maybe I'll watch Moulin Rouge. Or I'll just look at my grades. *looks at them* Yep, that did it. ;__;
And just 'cause I'm a masochist, I'm listening to this on repeat:
*cries some more*
Anyway, I feel like having a good cry right now. Maybe I'll watch Moulin Rouge. Or I'll just look at my grades. *looks at them* Yep, that did it. ;__;
And just 'cause I'm a masochist, I'm listening to this on repeat:
*cries some more*
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
School can kiss my ass
Fuck school. I'm trying my hardest to get good grades, but it's just not good enough. I'm just going to shit my way through this last month, why bother trying anymore? I'm so burned out, all I want to do is lay on a bed and sleep. So that's what I'm going to do.
Seriously, fuck it. One of my biggest fears in life is failure, but I'm so tired and stressed these days that I don't even care. How badly can I screw my grades up in a month and a half anyway? I guess I'll find out.
*Sigh* I'm off to sleep off my headache.
Seriously, fuck it. One of my biggest fears in life is failure, but I'm so tired and stressed these days that I don't even care. How badly can I screw my grades up in a month and a half anyway? I guess I'll find out.
*Sigh* I'm off to sleep off my headache.
Monday, May 2, 2011
I'm breaking the "Mondays Suck" cliche!
I'm feeling happy and sing-song-y today. Which is kind of weird because I just started my period like two days ago. I should be teary and pissy, but I'm not complaining. :D
I'm watching Spiderman 2. I remember watching the first Spiderman at the theater. I was like ten years old I think. Maybe younger. *checks* Hmm, 2002... I was nine. I've been a geek since forever.
OMG I just saw The Hobbit on IMDB... *fangasm* Doctor Who is going to play an elf?!?! I hope it's true. It sucks that I have to wait a whole year and a half to see it!
This song is stuck on repeat in my head:
I'm watching Spiderman 2. I remember watching the first Spiderman at the theater. I was like ten years old I think. Maybe younger. *checks* Hmm, 2002... I was nine. I've been a geek since forever.
OMG I just saw The Hobbit on IMDB... *fangasm* Doctor Who is going to play an elf?!?! I hope it's true. It sucks that I have to wait a whole year and a half to see it!
This song is stuck on repeat in my head:
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