Art and stuff.

Things have been boring. School is boring. The only excitement in my life right now is the contest I entered. DarlingMionette is holding a contest for her and her twins' birthday. (her twin and her's birthday? her twin and she's birthday? No, that looks wrong. I have no idea how you would say that. Oh well.) I entered these two:



Victorian Pirates by ~Dannygirl123 on deviantART


Twins- Brenna and Kylie by ~Dannygirl123 on deviantART


Yyyyep. I like the Victorian Steampunk girls better.  I really hope to win. :D Going shopping today, so I guess that's cool. I need some more jeans, you know, some that actually fit. Also a long, ruffley skirt. Kinda like this one:

NYAN CAT.

Not sure what to say. Been drawing like a madwoman. I'm pretty happy with my shiz. Except that now I've realized that the colors look different in the drawings depending on which of my laptops I see it with. >:( So that's poopie.

Um. Entered a drawing contest. I hope I win, or at least place.

School is kinda boring, I have to keep reminding myself that my priority there is to make friends. Which is a little twisted, but really important for me. It's sad to imagine myself living my life completely friendless. What would the point of life be then?

Midnight ramblings seem to be taking over this blog. hehe.

Also, this made me laugh.

How's this for my hundreth post

OMG LOST. I've been watching the entire series on Netflix.

I'm halfway through the damn thing, and RANDOM SHIT KEEPS HAPPENING. How the hell are they going to tie all of these loose ends together, huh? I don't know what the fuck is going on. My god, I can't wait to see how this is going to end.

Also, Sawyer. **drools**

**goes off to watch it even though it's one in the morning**

Sigh... watching Law and Order.

Pissed, frustrated, full of pent-up anger. I don't know. Classes are okay. I'm just... fucking confused.

I'm slowly gaining weight. It's starting to get kinda bad. It all stems from boredom and loneliness. Goddamn.

Listening to this, at least this makes me happy.

YALALA ...

Today was the first day of school. Teacher was very cool. I  don't feel much like writing a lot, but I thought a little update was in order.

Um, I got a PS2 game in the mail today: GrimGrimoire. Also, I got two posters:

Hmm, what else? I've been drawing stuffsies. May do an art post later. Hrm, maybe. I already have some homework. >:(

My sister is kind of an idiot... and I mean it in the nicest way possible

Convo with my sister, just so I don't forget, also cause it's damn funny.

Me: "I never did that! I swear!" (Don't know what I was swearing about)

Pau: "Who do you swear to?"

Me: "Jesus, Buddha, Confucius--"

Pau (completely serious): "And the atheist gods?"

Me: "..."


And ten minutes later, she still thought atheists had gods. I had to explain it to her. *disappointed shake of the head*

Listening to Within Temptation - The Howling

I went driving with my dad today. Plenty of driving. I'm not so scared of it anymore. I used to have, like, mini panic attacks every time I sat in the driver's seat. Of course, I still avoid the highways and I still have slight issued with full parking lots, but I am so much more at ease. :D I'm so brave, you guys!!1!!1

MY DREAMS ARE TORTURING ME WITH AWESOMENESS. I was a zombie slayer last night. Yeeah, I had a very cool rifle, and I shot those motherfuckers down! I was on some creepy island, Lost-esque, and I was all cool and in control. There were some other people with me, and they all listened to me like I was the leader. "Don't worry, we'll get through this night."
...Shut up, it was a good dream. The bad thing about those dreams is that I wake up and think, shit, why can't I really be like that?

But whatevs. I'm eating a baby bottle pop. And I'm wearing a temporary tattoo.

Sad about closing bookstores, but happy at 25 to 50 percent off!

I went to Borders today. I'm kinda bummed that they're closing, but I got some books there for a really good price!

Thirst series by Christopher Pike, one of my favorite authors. All three for about seven dollars.

Aaaand, this little gem. When I draw, the poses are so stiff, so I'm hoping this will help me. Draw Comic Book Action

I'm currently reading this: (omg creeper)

I'm on a total vampire craze for some reason. Also, in case it's not obvious, I'm wearing my PE shirt from middle school. As jammies.

Obligatory camwhore shot:

Lol I totally ignored this list of books I was planning to read this year.

Hmmm, what happened to my old Monster Book of Manga? I swear it was around here somewhere...

I felt like I needed to update. I don't know why. Nothing much has happened. I've done a bit of art, I posted some videos on my youtube. Hehe, they're a little weird and awkward, but, you know, whatever. ;)

The night after my last post (about the army thing) I cried myself to sleep after wondering what's the point of it all? Life, I mean. Well, I know it sounds kinda stupid now, but insomnia is a bitch. I'm okay now, except for when I have nothing to do, then I'm just depressed.

But I still feel antsy. Like I have to get up and get out. Why am I so afraid of change?

I really do hate myself sometimes. Ah well. I'm going to watch Chobits on Netflix now. And maybe eat my feelings. Just kidding.

Aaaand, to make this post not boring, here's that art thing I made. :) I'm actually kind of proud of it!