Omnis Mundi Creatura - Helium Vola

I have teeny tiny 2 pound weights here next to my bed. I want to use them several times a day, gain even a little muscle. Yeah. I've also started using the Wii Fit again. (omg was it mean when it weighed me) Small steps toward being healthy again. I have lost five or six pounds since this summer, but I want to be back down to 125 or less. I gained weight during the Great Black Hole of 2009-2010 (two years of my life that seemed to have disappeared. Seriously, zero happened during those two years. They are lost to me forever.), about fifteen pounds in total, five or six of which I've lost already.

So, Wii Fit, walking on the treadmill, bellydance (shut it), little weights, pushups (2 sets of 20 reps). And trying to eat smaller portions. 

Yeah, I know. Cool story, bro.

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I feel like I should write more than I have. I want to make it a habit to write every day, just like I make it a habit to draw everyday. On the days that I don't, I feel the effects of withdrawal. It would make it easier for me to actually finish a story for once. :/

Blergh. < That's my mood today. I really don't want to go to school today. Just a couple weeks left...

HAIR, Y U NO BUTT-LENGTH ALREADY?

I am cleaning my room, listening to E-Type (Free Like A Flying Demon- good song), looking forward to a hot chocolate later and maybe a couple hours of playing my old Jak 2 game. I have nothing to complain about.

:D

I'm oddly happy despite a hefty art final that I have to do and mom's chemo tomorrow. I'm not complaining at all, this is a very nice mood I'm in.

Here's a random picture of me I just found, lookin like an elf. :P I am a weirdo.

Crash Bandicoot Warped!

Happy (late) Thanksgiving! Food was good, spending time with family was better. I am a happy girl. :)

I feel like playing old PlayStation games all day, not even getting out of my pajamas.

I might be getting a puppy! My aunt has a Blue Heeler puppy (mixed with something else, I forgot) and she told us we could have it. She's so cute!! We would have brought her with us, but my dad went insane and didn't want us to take it just then. So we're getting her in December. If my dad doesn't change his mind, which wouldn't surprise me. Fuck that, though, I'm taking her whether he wants it or not.

Also, this is the cutest monkey ever. This coming from a person who dislikes monkeys very much.

And at last I seeeee the liiiight!!

Cousins are here, I've been spending time with them.

I have been replaying this video for like an hour.




I'm going to watch Tangled now. Bye.

I want the Doctor Who theme as my ringtone.

I was just starting to feel shitty. I came on here to bitch about it and everything, and then I started watching an episode of Doctor Who. I INSTANTLY FEEL BETTER. Doctor Who is a god. It may be the closest thing I have to an actual religion.

Cousins are coming over tomorrow. The house is clean. My new computer needs an internet connection.

Short post is short.

Playing with the big boys now

Gyuuuuh! The Lost ending was... well... good. Not perfect, but hell, if I was the one writing this show, I wouldn't have thought of a better way to end it besides **SPOILERS** killing everyone. I may have shed a tear, there were a lot of touching moments. But anyway, as much as I enjoyed this show, I am glad it's over. There are tons of other shows out there I need to watch.


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I'm thinking of starting on Battlestar Galactica. I've heard it's good.

I read some old journals of mine. Damn, I was a messed up, violent kid. Explains why I'm a messed up teenager/young adult. I'm a lot less ashamed of myself, though. I know what I am and I'm not afraid to show it. As much as reading the old notebooks made me go "Whut." they also made me proud at how far I've come.

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Freshly dyed hair... *sniffs it* Still smells like harsh chemicals. *Looks at it in the mirror* And it's still not red enough. I'm slowly building up to my ideal color. Mind you, my natural color is black, so at least this is something.

I'm, like, an episode away from the finale of Lost. Now they killed Sayid, and Sun and Jin, those damn writers. They offed all my favorite characters. I haven't been this annoyed since they killed off Ana Lucia.

Back hurts, I think I pulled a muscle while moving furniture around my room. It's nothing too bad, but it's annoying.

My cousins from Guadalajara are coming to visit this Friday and staying for Thanksgiving. I am happy, I miss them. :)

I have a feeling I'm going to wake up with a red-stained pillowcase tomorrow morning.

This made me laugh a lot. I'm going to try it with Luna. :P

What does it meeean???

I'm on the last season of Lost, and all I can say is GODDAMN FINALLY. I like this show and it keeps me really hooked, but sometimes I want to punch the writers in the face. And fuck them especially for killing off Sayid. (Oh, wait... he's alive!) Also fuck them for boring us with Sawyer-Kate-Jack love triangle. Still, I expect some answers.

My couch is annoyingly squeaky.

I am going to force myself to write and draw today. Now that I seem to have found my muse! :'D

Shark week alert.

OMG teary from a Hallmark commercial. "Traditions are for keeping us together..." ;_;

~~~~~~~~~^~~~~~~~~~ duh dun... duh dun... duh dun DUH DUN DUH DUN DUH DUN!! ;P

Ooh, and I just now realized that it's National Novel Writing Month. I think it's too late to sign up now, but I'm going to focus on writing this month.


Fuck cramps. >:(

Random thoughts of the morning.

Hmm. Ren faire was really cool. I wouldn't mind going again in the spring, this time in a much better outfit.

Mom starts another round of chemo tomorrow, and today my dad is going out of town and isn't coming back til Friday. I feel like a huge coward for wanting him here. I feel like I should be able to take care of my mom myself, but I get scared sometimes. Whatever, he's gone now.

Daylight savings is obsolete. 

I feel like a big pile of shit today. I have since last night. I can't draw at all either, so that's not helping. I seem to be a big empty creative-less shell.

Mmm... bacon...

Whee, I am going to the Renaissance Faire today!!! I'm so excited.

I am going to take a shower now, which means that it will be very cold. D: I abhor showering in the morning.

I also happen to have about four hundred dollars to my name right now, which I am going to use to buy myself a new laptop. Any old cheap thing will do, I just want it for games and my art. :) Anything will be better than the stupid laptop I was using for art. Yeah, it still won't turn on. It's reached the end of its life. RIP.

I am also hungry, and I'm craving bacon.

edit: Mmmm, bacon. <3

Listening to my Delerium cd- Chimaera :'D

I am trying to reboot my old laptop. Problem is, I don't have a recovery disk or even the instruction manual. That plus the fact that the shit isn't even turning on is driving me insane.

I am taking a small break from this and making myself the first hot chocolate of Autumn. :>

I love autumn. I used to be a summer kind of girl, but this year, not so much. And it's still raining and I love it. So, overall I am happy today.

Picture of me, the insane cat lady:

I didn't plan this outfit at all. Those are my old as dirt Hello Kitty pajamas I've had since I was probably eleven, and the shirt was the first one I pulled out of my closet. And Luna. <3

Are you going to Scarborough Fair...?

I watched Stardust yesterday, and I loved it. <3 OMG, I'll be honest when I say I'm not a huge fan of Robert De Niro, but the scenes with him and his ship's crew made me laugh. Oh and OF COURSE BEN BARNES WAS IN THE MOVIE. I swear, I'm not stalking him. ;P He just likes me, I think.

I am probably going to see the new Twilight movie. Not by choice, either. My friends are FORCING me to go with them. TO THE MIDNIGHT OPENING SHOW. I may just ditch them. Psh, I'm not happy about having to waste money to go see a movie that I will not like.

Oooh, and it raining today. It's perfect, I don't have to go out either. :D I think it's hot chocolate time! Yay!!

There is a Renaissance Faire in Escondido this weekend and damn it I WANT TO GO.

'Cause sick people are high-larious!

I am crocheting meself a scarf. We'll see how it turns out. It just really needs to be layers-wearing and hot-chocolate drinking season already. It'd be nice to have someone to cuddle up to, as well. My kitty Luna will have to do, I guess.

Watching Firefly right now. Haha, Simon is so awkward. Bahaha and did Jayne just call Inara, "Eye-nehra?" I love Jayne, that pretend-dumb brute. Whyyyyy was this show cancelled?!?! I need a 'Browncoat' shirt. Let my geek-flag fly!

Oooh, I realized my mom threw away a bunch of old towels, among them one of my favorites. It was Lisa Frank. This made me grumpy. Don't judge me. (First World Problems)

Also, the Halloween candy? Got to go. I probably already gained five pounds.

Ow... I think the cramps are starting. This is not good. :(

Justin Bieber couldn't have gotten a girl pregnant, his balls haven't dropped.

I really hate school sometimes. It's all a really big goddamn hassle. I just want a nice job that pays relatively well (not even well well, just something that pays enough). But no. I have to go to school and get a degree, because according to society, if I don't go to college I'm a failure.

...They're probably right. I'm such a lazy, cowardly piece of shit. I wish I had the balls to be my own hero. I'm too quiet, too shy, too fucking complacent, and, contradictorily, too restless and too much of a dreamer. I seriously don't know what to do with myself sometimes .

I want to go out there into the world, guns blazing, but I'm too scared. I really loathe the coward inside of myself. I'm in a constant state of discontent and waiting. I always seem to be waiting for something to happen instead of doing shit myself.

Ugh. I need some kind of personality transplant. I need a TON of growing and changing to do.  Why am I so goddamn lame? Is it genetic? Were my parents this shy and cowardly? I find that hard to believe. They both seem so tough.

Ffffffffuuuuuuuuuu- I think it's close to That Time again. -__- Okay, enough hating on myself. I'm going to watch Lost or something. Yeah.

~*Disneyland Post*~

Disneyland at last! I'm kinda busy right now, so this is going to be kinda quick.


First off, my dad dropping us off at Disneyland:

 
Paulina:

And me:

Newlyweds!

This part of the Jungle Cruise made me laaaugh.

Can you spot Mickey Mouse in this picture?

Paulina's model picture. She tried to recreate this face in all of the other pictures, but she wasn't able to, lol.

The great Walt Disney:

Paulina and I were unsure about this pumpkin's effectiveness.

Being silly. :P

Mmm, pretzel with cream cheese.

Small World was closed. :(

Pizza break.

Tired of standing in line:

So I guess I tried to wake myself up, lol.

Pau has the glazed, tired look on her face.

Uuugh, these shoes completely murdered my feet. I still have the blisters.

Paulina says I look like I have a double chin here:

And that's it for now. I have tons to do today. I have to clean the house cause yesterday my friends and Pau's friends came and now there are soda cans and candy wrappers everywhere. Better get cleaning.